♥ amplify love, dissipate hate

so how are you feeling today? i dont think there can be one emotion to describe the entire day. everyday's mood is like on a roller coaster.  moving between ups and downs in high speeds, and wont stay high up for long before falling all the way down again.

ok im lazy to type already. all in all, i hope for everyone around me to be fine. especially good and kind people. :)

shall pray hard for my boss and family to recover asap cos my boss is really a very nice person. his presence is my motivation to work hard because i know he would save my day if monster ruins it.

:)

ok goodnight!

thank you yuhui for this card :)

hello i'm back here. haha. it's a special day today! so before anything else, i wanna say..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
YILIN.

:)

this is one of the rare times when the expected happiness im supposed to be feeling seems wrong and weird.
life is really so fragile and you never know when someone you know may just be taken away from this world. we have always been told to treasure what we have so we wont have any regrets but who doesn't feel hurt when eventually what we have may just leave us some day.

not that i am very close to my neighbour but these 10+ years living here with this neighbour has been pleasant and there were times when we helped each other in one way of another. he is not very old and this news came to us to be really shocking and depressing. i know that these are just part and parcel of life and i shouldn't be too affected over these. i just hope everything is going on well and his family would be surviving well after this.

i guess life hasn't been easy for any one of you and i am very thankful for all that i have. i know i don't say these to anyone face-to-face but i do mean it.

jiayou to everyone who's reading this and i believe there will always be sunshine after the rain. even if there isn't, don't hate the rain cos as it pours down, it is cleaning up and washing off all the dirt which may cause you to be sick.

alright i duno if i am making sense but anyway, gtg to do my report :S 20 more working days and im done with ia.

hello world! wait before i type more.. let me do something first.

*wipes*

woah the layer of dust here is too much to be seen with the naked eye.

lol ok was just randoming. but it has really been a while! i have been working as an intern so life ain't really interesting. 28 MORE WORKING DAYS! come quick! there is really a limit to my tolerance level.

haha. and there have been these awkward moments when i see my friend and ahem chatting so frequently on fb -.- oh well. as a taurus, so stubborn, please give me alot more time.. to change. :)

ahhhh so tired. weekend is ending again ROAR. got to go already. goodnight world! :):)

hello. haven been blogging. Haha so emo in my previous posts.. oh well.. awkward. ok. moving on now :) sleepy. have been so addicted to Draw Something. I feel like besides working and eating and sleeping and sheeting, the only thing I do is draw something. Omg! needa be productive. Haha. ok time to say hello to my z monster again :) its Friday!!!! ;)

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thankful and love my friends and family for all the time spent together. the smiles, laughters or just the company is what I would treasure forever. but a lot of times when no one else is around, you come into my mind and make me feel like crying again. I wanna be strong!! I want you off my mind. get away. don't even appear in my dreams and give a terrible start to a new day. but can we still be friends? :(

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it hurts. just like a rainbow.
doubts finally clarified, with much pain of not wanting to hear the truth. at least now i know who i am to you and how foolish i was to  have believed all you said. it's time to let go. but it still hurts..

the beauty that doesn't last.

Hello world! Haven't been blogging. Anyway above is yesterday's double rainbow :) Really caught me by surprise, such a lovely scene outside the window. When I received Whataspp messages from my friends I thought I already missed it. But when I looked out it was there! :) Pretty. And it's raining again. Will there be a rainbow again? Lol. Guess nobody can predict.

It's gonna be a new year very soon! Had reunion at home yesterday night but this year no reunion dinner at ahma house. Oh well. Last year ahma was still around. Now no more. :( Ok, life goes on. :)

I haven't set any resolutions for this year yet! Since January 1 hahaha. Hmms. I want to..
1. Have better time management (better discipline, waking up on time!)
2. Do things faster (cut down on my bathing time) yea so there can be more time to do other stuff.
3. Score for my internship. (it's 10AUs no kidding!)
4. Keep healthy (time to start running with besties!! Gosh I can't remember when was the last time I ran, if catching the bus doesn't count)
5. Spend quality time with family and my closest friends :)
6. Continue learning my guitar lol.. Any friend wanna teach me? :p
7. Hmm....Shall encode part7 :p dfgrt657oilkjhgtr3456uyk. LOL!! Get the decryption key from me if you are kpo! OMG engineering joke gosh!
8. Smile :)

Alrights 12am is reaching soon. Shall go and do other stuffs le :)

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!

:)

just spent one entire day at home doing nothing much. holidays are gonna end soon so today feels like luxury. watched my idols' concert dvd and screamed and cried like how i always do in the past when i was alone at home watching that dvd. haha. sounds so -foreveralone- but i dont care! :)

Don't make me fall if you don't plan to catch me.

was back yesterday evening after a short but unforgettable trip to batam. yea it was my first overseas trip with FRIENDS! :D and my third time out of singapore. hehe. although it's a place where u wont wanna go there again for a second time, i still enjoyed myself alot! it's the company that matters :)

that day we all woke up damn early cos our ferry departure time was rather early. a morning call saved me from the z monster :) haha. the ferry ride there wasn't comfortable. cristal was quite affected by the shakiness, and what more she wasn't feeling well :O oh well but i was more affected by the frequent cigarette smell from some inconsiderate passengers who ignored the NOSMOKING sign. so no fresh air almost thoughout the ride. grr. haha. then when we reached, our first stop was to a temple. took some photos but wasn't anything very interesting. next was kueh lapis. went to some resident's home to try out home-made kueh lapis. hmm tasted nice. but singapore has it too. haha next up was lunch at some seafood restaurant! I ATE WATER SNAIL MEAT! GOSH. i admit it tasted quite nice. the texture. AHH. but I WONT EAT THAT AGAIN OK. it's just like asking me to eat baby octopus or tian2 ji1.

after lunch we played paintball game. was quited lamed by it cos it was just some shooting target game with 15 tries. lol. initially thought it was those very hiong game which can cause bruises so prepared long pants just for that. but oh well. HAHA! then next was flying fox! ^^ but also not exciting as expected! haha. the scariest part was when we were on top, and the moment when we started 'flying'. other than that, hmm. just scream lo :p

then there were some shopping, followed by MASSAGE! full body massage! wahaha. alot of awkward moments. LOL. well i felt better after the massage. but apparently the others didn't feel the same? hmm. then dinner time. fried rice for cristal and chicken chop for the rest of us. oh well it was part of the package we bought so we only had 2 choices of dishes. lol. guess cristal was feeling quite terrible then already :(

after dinner was bathing and slack time~  we chatted awhile then soon there were only 2 survivors - liwee and i. lol! so talked more and played with my phone~ hehe.

next morning. liwee aikuen and i went down to the swimming pool downstairs. freezing cold water!! must have looked damn stupid trembling in the water~ hahaha. after that realised there was a lil jacuzzi beside the pool. the water was of a much comfortable temperature. haha! initially wanted to go for a short spa session but realised it was not free and the free ones were sauna and steam room. the heat was unbearable we din wanna take that lol.

the ferry ride back was much better. air conditioned, more stable and good music throughout the trip :) westlife's songs. didn't had my attention on them before but after that ride ive started to listen to their songs :) the trip back was so comfortable we slept almost thoughout the trip.

CRISTAL! Stop saying sorry for ruining our trip cos u didn't! :) just hope u did enjoy lil parts of the moments we spent together cos we did! :) next time dont dont dont anyhow eat le! :)

went shopping today! :D think because I haven't shopped for almost a sem, the amt I paid was considered reasonable during the moment of agreement. lol. coming to think of it now, I think it was quite an impulsive act. $70+ at one go. oops! so after that din buy any stuff besides lunch le. hope the apparel bought can be worn frequent enough to make me feel better :p Yawns. sleepy. gota wake up early tml. better go sleep le. goodnight :)

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